Im still on a high......

I’m still on a high from the first of October.  It’s all so hard to believe.  It’s hard to get to sleep at night because of how my mind races.  I’m trying to still believe that this is all happening.

I’m hoping that her husband is as supportive of her need to heal and our need to talk as my wife is.  He could be upset about the 3 ½ hour phone call the other night.  As of yesterday afternoon he had said nothing to her about it.  She was going to talk to him last night and see if there were issues.  I hope not.  My last wish is to cause more pain.   Know this is a lot to digest for us all.  My wife has been very supportive and has even suggested ways that I might be able to better deal with things.  It was her suggestion to write how I feel, though I think I took it a bit further when I started to do it this way.  I wanted to be able to share with those who are important to me.

I’m hoping that I will have some email or a phone call soon.  The information she sent our son should be arriving any time now.  I hope he calls or gets in touch somehow.  It was such a relief to hear from her, to know she was ok after all these years, I want to know the same from him.

I hope to hear from both of them soon.