Late in the day.

Ok, it's late, I just got home from my meeting and with the driving, coupled with the lack of sleep last night, I'm bushed. today was an ok day, maybe bordered on great a time or two. My meeting this evening went well, even if we did have to drive an hour each way. the drive h ome was tuff.

Sometimes it's hard to function when everyone you love and care about seems to think they know better what you need than you do. I wonder why this is. Selfishness, careing, concern? It seems as if feelings are tossed aside just so they can have their way. It doesn't matter about the pain that is caused, or the anger and frustration. In my opinion, this has been blown way out of proportion and has gone way to far and has been taken there for the wrong reasons. It was taken there on heresay. He said, she said. Taken there on opinions formed, opinions, not true knowledge of the situation. The pain that lasted for 30 years, the pain that was healing, the pain that was gong away is now returning. I'm not sure that the depth of the loss and pain is really understood by those that think they know best.