Saturday Night

Well, here it is, almost exactly 2 weeks later, give it about 35 minutes. It has been an amazing 2 weeks. I am just waiting for a phone call, or an email, that I hope will come. We decided to take the weekends of, not that we won't miss email from each other, but it would be unfair to our families to take time away from them to write to each other. The down time will probably be good, giving us some time to digest the news of the week before.

Last weekend was hard, not being able to communicate, but it was a forced absence as I was at a Scout camp all weekend without the ability to do so. This weekend has been harder because here I sit at my computer with a broadband connection and an email the needs to be responded to. I will wait until Monday, it was, after all, my suggestion, but we both agreed that it would be a good idea.

We still have so much to talk about, so much time to catch up on. We can't, obviously, cram all that into 2 weeks. We are so fortunate to have the spouses we have. It's hard to believe the level of understanding and compassion that they are willing to give! We are also so fortunate to be able to share our lives with one another.

I am so jealous of her and the fact that she has already established a relationship ith our son. I am also so happy for her. It brings her such joy to be able to have him in her life. She has had so much pain for so long, the happiness and joy that this bring her now is only a small protion of what she deserves. I hope her pain is eventually lifted so she can have nothing but joy in her life.